For three days I have done the bare minimum, spending my spare moments perusing the tripawds site, reading blogs, journaling about Chance on this blog, looking through old photos, and mourning for Chance. In a house with one adult and two kids, that means the sink is full of dishes, we are running out of clean clothes, and the clutter monster has taken over the island in the kitchen. The kids return to school today which means it’s time to think about packing lunches and checking backpacks and making sure everyone is dressed on time. I am very blessed to have an amazing boss who has allowed me to move around the country with my Army husband and work from home for the Utah-based company, but I did not do a bit of work on Friday, and we have a few major projects coming up, so today, I have to get back to work, but I may have to do that from a coffee shop…I don’t think I can stand working from this empty house yet. I know these things HAVE to happen, but moving on without my Chance just doesn’t seem right…
Hang in there take things one day at a time, and work on channeling that negative energy. Everyone here understands.